Last year when we cancelled our “U.K. Riot” tour and went home, I didn’t know if we’d ever get back on the road. I sort of thought we’d run our course and it was over. All because of our failed relationships… friendships. We stopped caring about each other. I started playing music for a living instead of living for playing music. I also reached outside of my circle of friends (the band) for acceptance and the hope I could find people to really relate to. I needed real bonds - not forced ones. That’s when it became really hard. No one understood each other anymore.
oh god
